He was my first everything
and then he turned into a monster
I have not been the same
Sweet soft whispers
Loving embrace face
Waist hold all days
And then he died
cause the drugs caught him inside
I tried
I can’t forgive myself
for letting a beautiful human
die in the embrace of a lady
REally I tried
I lost myself
to help him find him
and today he is happy with marriage and children
good news
I can’t love again
