He was my first everything

and then he turned into a monster

I have not been the same

 

Sweet soft whispers

Loving embrace face

Waist hold all days

 

And then he died

cause the drugs caught him inside

I tried

 

I can’t forgive myself

for letting a beautiful human

die in the embrace of a lady

 

REally I tried

I lost myself

to help him find him

 

and today he is happy with marriage and children

 

good news

 

I can’t love again