My eyes set upon an ashtray growing its own mountain of cigarette butts, from my horizontal position on the couch I could stick out my tongue and lick one of the butts if I was so inclined. Why I would be inclined to lick said butts is a thought to mull over for another day
I heard a sound; my stomach churned. He was in the bathroom, surprisingly up early for someone who had spent the better part of the night fashioning a can-crack pipe, smoking crack, losing can crack pipe, searching apartment dumpster for cans to fashion new crack pipe, smoking crack, losing pipe – you get the picture.
Bad People Were Babies Too by Joti Heir
May 21, 2019
I certainly am a bottle full of joy aren’t I.
May 20, 2019
You will die
No more of you
And regardless of what your religion says
You don’t really know.
There is comfort in stupidity.
Now I should not bother
with people unlike you
world hatred thought I
sunshine kindness in you
forever I am obliged
to have neared with you
forever it is not
forever it is also
what we have got
is magic sphere
forever I am sure
in all glaxies and all spheres
I will encounter you
I hope the world works this way
Because your goodness
Has got to have a reason
Should the weekend be different than the weekdays?
There are seven days of the week and on each of those days we do something, some of those things make us happy, some of them don’t.
Who programmed us to believe that Saturday and Sunday were our days off?
Why does ‘days off’ mean for most that we should do nothing?
If you give your brain to someone for five days a week – why do you want to turn it off on the weekend – when that is the only time you can work on yourself?
There are no weekdays and weekends really – it is continuous – the continuity moves with how much of that time you give to other and how much you give to yourself to better yourself.
If you do something you don’t like to earn money – you will degenerate – but weekends do give you the opportunity to regenerate. You can grow you. We all have gifts we ignore, the weekends can help you find them.
If you work to find and grow your gifts on the weekends, you can change your weekdays. And if you can change what you do on your weekdays you can recreate your life.
Your childhood you wants that. And you must make your childhood you live again. If we all do this, the world will be a wonderful place.
What is work first of all?
It is laboring at a cause that you don’t care about so you can earn points in the Earth system.
These points allow you to purchase things.
So usually the points you recieve go back into the pockets of those who gave them to you – not directly
By now you are bored
Totally get it – I was too a little while ago
Lets chomp on those nuts for tonight and talk tomorrow.
If you have any comments about above do send them
I am searching for kindness
Please be kind to me
It is all I want from humanity
He was my first everything
and then he turned into a monster
I have not been the same
Sweet soft whispers
Loving embrace face
Waist hold all days
And then he died
cause the drugs caught him inside
I can’t forgive myself
for letting a beautiful human
die in the embrace of a lady
REally I tried
I lost myself
to help him find him
and today he is happy with marriage and children
I can’t love again