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Excerpt

My eyes set upon an ashtray growing its own mountain of cigarette butts, from my horizontal position on the couch I could stick out my tongue and lick one of the butts if I was so inclined. Why I would be inclined to lick said butts is a thought to mull over for another day

I heard a sound; my stomach churned. He was in the bathroom, surprisingly up early for someone who had spent the better part of the night fashioning a can-crack pipe, smoking crack, losing can crack pipe, searching apartment dumpster for cans to fashion new crack pipe, smoking crack, losing pipe – you get the picture.

Bad People Were Babies Too by Joti Heir

 

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Goodness save me

Stutter you

Sweet does

Kind heart

Unlike others

Now I should not bother

with people unlike you

world hatred thought I

sunshine kindness in you

forever I am obliged

to have neared with you

forever it is not

forever it is also

what we have got

is magic sphere

forever I am sure

in all glaxies and all spheres

I will encounter you

I hope the world works this way

Because your goodness

Has got to have a reason

 

 

The Meaningless of Weekend

Should the weekend be different than the weekdays?

Why?

There are seven days of the week and on each of those days we do something, some of those things make us happy, some of them don’t.

Who programmed us to believe that Saturday and Sunday were our days off?

Why does ‘days off’ mean for most that we should do nothing?

If you give your brain to someone for five days a week – why do you want to turn it off on the weekend – when that is the only time you can work on yourself?

There are no weekdays and weekends really – it is continuous – the continuity moves with how much of that time you give to other and how much you give to yourself to better yourself.

If you do something you don’t like to earn money – you will degenerate – but weekends do give you the opportunity to regenerate. You can grow you. We all have gifts we ignore, the weekends can help you find them.

If you work to find and grow your gifts on the weekends, you can change your weekdays. And if you can change what you do on your weekdays you can recreate your life.

Your childhood you wants that. And you must make your childhood you live again. If we all do this, the world will be a wonderful place.

of magic

of exploration

of new

Why do you work?

What is work first of all?

It is laboring at a cause that you don’t care about so you can earn points in the Earth system.

These points allow you to purchase things.

So usually the points you recieve go back into the pockets of those who gave them to you – not directly

By now you are bored

Totally get it – I was too a little while ago

Lets chomp on those nuts for tonight and talk tomorrow.

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Breaking is a real thing

He was my first everything

and then he turned into a monster

I have not been the same

 

Sweet soft whispers

Loving embrace face

Waist hold all days

 

And then he died

cause the drugs caught him inside

I tried

 

I can’t forgive myself

for letting a beautiful human

die in the embrace of a lady

 

REally I tried

I lost myself

to help him find him

 

and today he is happy with marriage and children

 

good news

 

I can’t love again

 

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